Tell me

Tell me What brings you here What brings you joy

What brings you to the edge of your seat Excited for something new.

Nothing. Not much.

I wish the crisp air sunshine Smell of rain Clean t shirt Hot bubble baths Fast Roller coasters Softest touches Deep kisses Lustful sexual experiences Unforgettable love Crying laughter

Was enough. Was my purpose was what brings me joy.

But its not.

I haven't found that joy Even in those blissful moments They aren't enough for me to want to stay With all the emptiness Pain, sadness Despair Confusion Heart wrenching Turmoil that is li_ing inside my head

But please,

Tell me What brings you here?

What brings you joy

What brings you to the edge of your seat Excited for something, anything . . .

Tell me, so your art can give me temporary relief from my hell.

A movie of thoughts projected into my mind.

Tell me your life that seems like fairy tales Because I'll never know How could those things keep you here.

Ill never know.