Sean Moody- Did he Cheat? You tell me...

I've never dated someone so dishonest than Sean Patrick Moody.

I should have headed the red flags early when he could so easily lie about where he spent his money and milked the story with each question I asked.. I mentioned this story once before in my first blog about Sean. Here in I have a Boyfriend .

I had just bought a car and was having it inspected at Snyder's Auto shop on Pope Avenue down town. While we waited we went for a walk to the goodwill. I bought us both sodas from the cheap machine and Sean and I held hands as we walked in the heat of the day talking about his trip to Ohio to go pick up some Warharmmer figurines. He told me that the guy he was buying from wanted to meet on a Monday/Tuesday. Sean gets paid on Wednesday's and asked me to borrow money for a day. The amount of money he needed was around the money he was suppose to have in savings already so I asked him what happen to it?

I ran my hand across the chain link fense as he told me his roommate Josh, who was out of work at the time, asked to borrow money for rent. I sipped my soda and asked Sean if he wanted some, he said no, and than I asked "Is he going to pay you back?" Sean replied "I guess eventually." It seemed weird to me and the awkward pause caused Sean to add " And please don't ask Josh about this, he's embarrassed and hasn't told anyone either." We were so far into this story that I agreed. How and why could Sean lie to me this early into our relationship? But he did. Sean spent his money, and his entire story was a lie. Each new thing he added guilted and trapped him.

It was my fault that when he finally told me days later while laying next to him in bed, I woke up to use the bathroom, saw his text and told him everything is okay. That's my fault for letting him off easy for hugging him instead of letting him know it's not okay. I not only forgave him quickly, but enabled the life style he grew accustomed to. Lying to avoid confrontation. His MO.

This charade continued... forever. Until the massive blow up that was the end of our relationship in May. Lies about where his money went was common. He spent it on food, toys, watches, alcohol. The biggest lie of all wasn't discovered until a month after our relationship ended, was that he still was in love and had a relationship with his ex.

You don't lie to people you love.

You don't deceive people.

You don't shut down and not communicate.

What are the odds I use this the same day my ex goes and visits the woman (Madisen) he's been cheating on me with? She lives in Alexandria VA by the way. This app apparently tracks your location even when you aren't using it. So, beware.

I loved Sean with all my heart and watched as he treated me poorly and how it ended our relationship. For which he will say "I'm twisting his words"....

Liars don't get to tell me I'm twisting words. I've never lied to that man about anything. EVER!

Tell me you're not in love with Madisen but yet go visit her, after 7pm exactly one month after his behavior that ended in a protective order.

I randomly found our old chat bubble and saw he was in Alexandria Va. Where Madisen lives. I realized this discovered feature would only cause me more pain, so I blocked him on all platforms that night. Permanently. He's gone from my physical life but unfortunately still lives

in my memories. I've never wanted to purge a man from my life so badly as I want Sean out of my life. So many tears have I cried for this waste of space human being.

I reached out to our mutual friend Brendon that night. I'm not longer protecting his identity as he has chosen to defend Sean's behavior.

Read for yourself the conversation I had.

Sean had one month to tell his best friend what happen. Nothing.

SDC- is what Sean called Brendon. Sadistic Dark Cocoa

I was never told.

So to re recap. . . .

Brendon wants to remains a nuetural party.

Brendon didn't know about Madisen.

Brendon didn't know that Sean never told me they had sex.

Brendon is Sean's BEST friend. And he keeps things from him too. Sean had two other people he opened up to other than me. What another crap person.

*sighs* And sadly these people exist in the world. Lots of them. The liars, cheaters, dishonest people. And they have friends and family who support them, love them.... ENABLE them. They walk among us not wanting to be better. They are content in their ways. Hurting people with every breathe and foot step they make. Disgusting foul humans.

And I found the most perfect song for this on the radio the other day. Traitor by Oliva Rogrigo.

This song hurts, but I'm just getting started with screen shots. I'm not letting him off easy. Here is the rest of Madisen's and his relationship. So you tell me, did he cheat?

There is a lot of screen shots. Over a hundred, so I understand if you don't read them, but at least they are here and out in public now. I never imagined Sean would do this me. I also never imagined he'd be a monster and lie and act like I knew about his actions all along either. "You knew about Madisen, we talked about it...." Rings in my mind. No we didn't. And there was no screen shot in their messages that said that said that he talked to me about their relationship either.

Lies ontop of lies. The person and family who took me in, now protecting the enemy. And Sean wonders why I have trust issues with people. He made me fall in love with his mother, when now I see what she really is. An enabler. Allowing her children to fail several classes and drop out of school. Paying their $14K car debt off. Paying for their insurance and phone and tablet bills. She is so very kind, but she is too kind. Talking behind my back instead of confronting me personally about issues she had. Wanting me to hide how Sean was treating me, and not make it public. Maybe she hid her horrendous relationship with her dead (gratfully) abusive husband? Maybe she thought Id do the same with her eldest child. You are often what you are surrounded by. Filthe.

But I am not weak. I will not hide from the abusers in my life. I will face them, challenge them and remove them.

So I, Kirsten Danielle have finally been cheated on. One thing that wasn't on my list of To-do's. But here I am.

Not hiding it

Not bottling it up.

I'm getting it all out in the open so I can be free.

My love for this man as been replaced with anger and hate as I am grieving the loss of a false relationship. I'm not longer in a place where I can look at him in pity and wish him well. I don't wish him well. I don't want good things for him ever. He deserves any and all the bullshit that comes his way through his dishonesty. Inlcuding the ex "who never drove to see me, she always made me drive to her. She was never considerate." -Sean Moody

And here is again, falling back into her trap. Good riddens.